Take my hand and we'll make it I swear.

It just catches me off guard sometimes how lucky I am being with Jan. Thank you babe :)

and extremely lonely. I have spend the past four days right by Jan’s side. I have 10 days away from him till he comes up to spend 10 days up in New York with me. It was honestly the best trip ever and we both needed time to ourselves and we finally got it. We were not able to make a video, but we are going to make it next week when he comes up.I was not able to fit my laptop in my backpack so that is why we did not make a video. I will post some pictures later. I gained some new followers while I was away so HELLO! I would love to get to know you. My ask is always open. I promise I don’t bite! 

Sitting in the airport waiting for my flight. Keep overhearing it is going to be delayed. I’m supposed to land at 6:09. Other flights around me are being delayed 2 hours or more. I’m going to cry if that happens. I just want to be in Florida already with my man

SEEING MY BOYFRIEND TOMORROW! its been the longest month and a half of my life! 

Leaving can not come soon enough. My mom has been in a horrible mood all week. I can’t wait to get a break from my family and just be away from everything. 2 more days. 2 more work shifts. I can do this. So so so close to seeing my man again.

This time next week Jan and I will be road tripping to the beach. 6 more days till I fly down and get to be with my man. We have both been really have a hard week. We are both in need of some relaxing time. The last week apart is always the slowest of them all. It also seems to get harder the closer we get. I have my meltdowns about missing him about 3 days out. You would think they would happen in the middle of our countdown or something. I am not a normal person. Keeping myself busy this last week. Working everyday up till I leave. We can do this :)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I’M FREAKING THE FUCK OUT! TAKE ME THERE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

I am so ready for some relaxing time with Jan. No where we have to be. Time to ourselves. Enjoying each other. No rushing around. I will be flying down after working 13 days straight. I’m so ready for some time with my man.

via skype. 12 days till I’m in his arms again.

So that is why my blog might be dead for a few days. Thanks :)

If anyone has any advice on how to babysit kids who DO NOT want to be babysat can you help me. The girl I watch is 3 years old and she hates having me over. But then when I leave her mom says she says she had a great time. I feel like I’m being paid to sit on the couch and watch her play by herself and watch tv. I feel like I should be playing with her, but everytime I try she yells at me to go away. Today we are going to try and play in her kiddy pool. Any advice???? Please!